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[odapologist]

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[odapologist]

Oh come on.

People go on about coping methods with bad thoughts, particularly adults. I don't expect miracles, but doesn't this count as "bad thoughts"?

[frostythehitman]

what do you want me to say
that i cry myself to sleep thinking about all the soldiers that died around me?

[odapologist]

No, but that's honestly depressing to hear, and I'm sorry.

More like, you'd say you had people to talk to, or something to keep your mind off it. I'm assuming here that you're still a functional human being.

[frostythehitman]

OH MY GOD MAN I WAS BEING SARCASTIC
I DON'T ACTUALLY CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP i can't believe i even have to clarify that
yeah no shit i do things to keep my mind off it
not like i can actually do them any more now that retrospec's taken my arm
but i used to have them

[odapologist]

YOU DON'T. I was referring to the dead people, not the crying! You sound like a very tough kind of person, really.

Also, if that's why you gave me a roundabout answer, then fair enough. I didn't know that you could lose limbs, that's really disturbing.

[frostythehitman]

[ well. At least being called tough buffs his confidence a little. ]

yeah well welcome to my life
what retrospec is doing to me is way more disturbing than the memories i'm getting

[odapologist]

I learned first you were a soldier fought a giant bear in your memories so...

Anything else about Retrospec or something would you want to complain about? I haven't been here long enough, but you can vent, it's fine.

[frostythehitman]

[ He hates how people keep simplifying his aggravation and hatred of Retrospec into something as simple as "venting." As if this is just a slight annoyance, an inconvenience so minor that 'venting' is all it takes to fix it. As if he's just overreacting. ]

fuck you
no shit you haven't been here long
you don't know the first damn thing about me or what they've done to me
and you can't know and you won't know
not until they mutilate you too
get off your cool guy "i'm so above it all" high horse

[odapologist]

[ ...Well, this could be called that, but that's also reasonable. He takes a bit of time before responding again. ]

I stepped out of line asking that.

To set something straight, I don't think that at all, it's your memories and trauma, only you know what it does to you. Case in point, there's nothing I can do for you but sit here and read you bringing up stuff like that. Which is probably how it is.

James? Mr. Barnes? I'm 13, I don't what sounds alright to address you. But I'm sorry for what I said, I really am.

[frostythehitman]

jesus christ you're 13??
i'm talking to a baby
a literal baby!

[ he says, as if he is not only 16 himself ]

whatever
james is fine
but don't you dare bring up that pity party crap on me or i swear to god i'm gonna punch you in the teeth
i said all that to warn you about the shitty stuff retrospec can and will do to you
not so you can pout about how sad i am or whatever the hell

[odapologist]

Yeah, Retrospec gave access to a baby, what a novel thing to do.

Anyway, thank you for the warning, heads-up... whatever we should call it. No pity from me either.